At this point of time. I am very hungry and mentally exhausted. I just ended a relationship. Like I brutally ended it. Me. I did something so terrible I made the man I love cry. Why have I become such a monster? Why did I make him cry. That’s just wrong and insane.
Why did I do this horrible thing.
Cause I’m bloody tired of long distance relationship. I’m so tired of being deprive for physical touch. It’s so difficult to pull through. And yet. This feels so much worse.
I think being alone is the best thing right now. Being alone and not care for anyone else in the world. You’re free to do things and not worry. I know time will heal. Time will heal this and I’ll be clearer on what I want in life. What I want in my partner. Or weather I will even have a partner.
I’m craving for cupcakes. Darn it.